Lost my hp today.
Terribly upset,
been really down on my luck this year.
i hope that's it.
So much things in me and i don't know how to say or let it out.
Its only late in the night i'd silent my tears to sleep.
Nobody,nobody knows what's in me..
The sadness and problems i'm facing in my house and life.
i don't blame anyone for whatsoever,
its a challenge i guess.
I'd only wish for happiness,health and peace.
And yes,
i've never forgotten about him at all but i've to put it aside.
Misses and wishes,questions and doubts..
and at the very last,
its still happiness i hoped for all.
i'm really sad..
over many many stuffs!
Whoever sees these and could help me out?
no,
no one !
i've only myself to depend on.
i believe over time,
i'll be stronger and more independant.
-cries-
brokened up inside9:03 AM
